my own

after recover from my 'injury' i've moved on..all memories at va was just history.i feel 'new',fresh and more energy.good bye everybody! i have to create my own path now.alhamdulillah..for the time being, everything was smooth and hopefully there are no further inadequate or unpleasant cases on my shoulder again..insyallah hopefully,the will be no more so called 'sickness-disability' to me.thanks to va for teaching me so many things. good or bad will be my decision now.i'll use all good knowledges for my further and forthcoming life.and i'll put away all the negatives or misconduct pedagogies. now, i need support from my family and also friends who really understand and know me. argghh!!! sedey dan pilu la plakk? hahahaha..

so, what my target now? mmm..in 5 years i'll try to get somethin since dhiya will be on darjah satu.i don't want her to see me as now.i want her to see her father growth and groom!..i have to put my self at all strenght that i have now. day and night, 7 days a week, 30 days a month.!no. 1 is my time management and my appearances as professional bussinessman. i'll try my very best to achive something..target? mmmmm..how? hahahaha i'll put away my e90. now my target is e92 - 335i...hahahaha...and to fully upgrade my house as my first step..alhamdullilah i've been connected again with my long lost best friend. he is gov embassy at kunming, china...i'll try to get some ideas from him as material distributor here in malaysia. and also try to panetrate as design consultant. ya allah..tolong le aku eh..keep me strong, firmed and bold!finally...i've to get 468k for the e92 hahaha insyaallah