::inside me..inside my soul::

super gt

2007-06-19T00:45:00.000+08:00

this coming weekend will be my discharge moments. after spending 32 days non-stop workoholic attitudes, this is my time for cuci mata :) my dream super gt cars! after searching for free tickets..i finally have to purchase it myself..huh! siot betul laa..hahahaha my partner and i will try to get access to their pits walkabout on this 24th. so, come on gang! rotors..smell..speed..turbine blowing..and hahhaha nippon babes! wahahahaha..

biker build-off

2007-05-21T15:37:00.000+08:00

this new release from astro put me into a new zone..after motocycle accident in 1995, bike was not my dream anymore. but, after i saw this new program i think i'll put back the previous dreams into my new account hahahahaha...after searching i finally got this image which is suit to the dream. but, where can i get this bike here?? :( memang takde kot kat sini. i browse through the kl's traffic route, i finally found the shop in front of tesco ampang. tp tak singgah lagi hahahha..but something blinking in my mind now..custom made bike!! hahahaha camne la nak lepas jpj nih??

my own

2007-05-09T00:25:00.000+08:00

after recover from my 'injury' i've moved on..all memories at va was just history.i feel 'new',fresh and more energy.good bye everybody! i have to create my own path now.alhamdulillah..for the time being, everything was smooth and hopefully there are no further inadequate or unpleasant cases on my shoulder again..insyallah hopefully,the will be no more so called 'sickness-disability' to me.thanks to va for teaching me so many things. good or bad will be my decision now.i'll use all good knowledges for my further and forthcoming life.and i'll put away all the negatives or misconduct pedagogies. now, i need support from my family and also friends who really understand and know me. argghh!!! sedey dan pilu la plakk? hahahaha..

so, what my target now? mmm..in 5 years i'll try to get somethin since dhiya will be on darjah satu.i don't want her to see me as now.i want her to see her father growth and groom!..i have to put my self at all strenght that i have now. day and night, 7 days a week, 30 days a month.!no. 1 is my time management and my appearances as professional bussinessman. i'll try my very best to achive something..target? mmmmm..how? hahahaha i'll put away my e90. now my target is e92 - 335i...hahahaha...and to fully upgrade my house as my first step..alhamdullilah i've been connected again with my long lost best friend. he is gov embassy at kunming, china...i'll try to get some ideas from him as material distributor here in malaysia. and also try to panetrate as design consultant. ya allah..tolong le aku eh..keep me strong, firmed and bold!finally...i've to get 468k for the e92 hahaha insyaallah

spine

2007-03-30T11:56:00.000+08:00

today is my happiest moment! finally, i've been discharged from the ward. i've admitted to smc, shah alam since 23rd mar 2007. my s1 to l4 spine's dics was protruded out! mmm.. the pain? whooooo...only allah knows what i've been through. the whole incident was started from my journey to kuantan for jang's wedding on 17th mar 07. i, my wife & my daughter staying at swiss garden, kuantan. it's very calm and homely resort. very nice and modern id, with some improvements by adding-in more strong line and texture. for me, the cafeteria id's was amazing. very ultra-modern and sharp look! with combination of textured concrete walls, railway-slipper's- feature wall and indigenous materials. they puts water and small bridges at their lounge. but, very dangerous for kids! my daughter memang tak boleh duduk diam..:p on the way back to kl on the next day, biasalah karak...jem nak mampuih! :p after 4 hours driving, when i reached home, there's come the pain. then, after mri scanning on that 23rd, my doctor confirmed that 3 nos of my disc was out.so, the conclusion is to trim some part of the disc which was accidentally pressing my nerve. the symptoms was my left side of my leg was really pain when it bend. so, the operation was held on that monday. it takes about 4 hours. after pumped with morphine, hahahaha...tido le aku! now, alhamdulillah..everything was fine and i can walk again without any pain at all!

x-puo

2007-01-09T10:34:00.000+08:00

congrats to joe for the strong effort compiling all x-puo. the best thing on this x-puo blog is, there are no sagrigation between batches and house occupants. weither u are at sari 7, sari 14, sari 40, sari 36 or any others. since joining this group, i feel so confortable cause of thier tunes , maturity and companion spirits. i remember when my 1st time joining their sari 7's house gathering. mmm..i remember there was joe, nain, mamat, aom, parin, winai, zaidi and..err pendot..hahahaha..lots of fun there!! i think i'm the one who made muka selamba for joining them. i don't know why...but i seems like 'born' with each other feelings. whatever....i remember aom was running naked in the middle of night. hahahah...silly! nain was like brother to me..and we snook almost everyday :) syok sioooott!! but, there was a moment where i feel like floating on the needle...mmmm..where is it? hahaha..my journey to melaka 1996..why?..god's khow why..

kpm

2007-01-08T19:35:00.000+08:00

today, i and my boss went to kpm, putrajaya. it's a huge bldg complex comprising of fews govmnt dept. i can see the effort to create an intresting architectural looks, but for me the impact was not satisfied. 1stly, the carpark arrangement...perghh i think the designer for this so called significant development was an idiot! we spent 1 hour to get carpark. what the hell...they put plenty of visitor's carpark outside the perimeter. and it'll 20 minutes to walk in 12noon sunny day. ishh..stupid! there were 2 lanes internal roads which was fenced by orange cone everywhere. all signages was too small and we can't see at least standing 10' away from it. internal planning was bad. we go inside the bldg and we lost!! hahahaha...2 architect boleh sesat tu...mmm i think there was an open-internal-planning concept by the architect. but, when the interior designer comes in, they should plan brilliantly. the spaces was too 'loose' and lack of signages. walls everywhere, with 9' height doors, smoking smell, and lots of internal rooms without proper natural lighting make me feel so dizzy and sleepy (?)..mmm..for my boss, jgn cerita laa..lagi panjang komplen dia.. but i can appriciate the effort for using earthy tone coloured materials such as carpets, wall finishes, doors, and also pantry's walls. the bosses was located at the different entrance. sometimes i wonder why all the govmnt staff was not have self-motivations. guess why? thier working space!..stupid axx hxle!!

2007

2007-01-05T12:27:00.000+08:00

new year again..what's important in 2007..huh?err..my 31th birthday? :) (tua siooot!!) what's my future program and plan in 2007? mmm..ntahle..what's is inside my head right now? mmm 1. duit 2. bangkok 3. staircase 4. % 5. lapar 6. alamak..jap g miting.. 7. e90 at my screen 8. ask my wife for a date tonite 9. pos laju dhiya to shah alam 10. koni+eibach absorber kits.... wah!..lot of things..so, start from no.1, i'am still hoping that there will be miracles happen today. i'll get something and still waiting a phone call from rhb for further positive answer. if ok..mlm ni kita jolly hahahaha...2. my office bangkok trip this coming 26th..i don't know weither it possilbe to go there for the time being. i heard from news yesterday, our syed hamid albar strongly advise not to enter bangkok..in the middle of war kot? ntahle..oops! g solat jumaat dulu...dah 12.45 ni

tnb

2006-12-15T18:10:00.000+08:00

today are the most 'exciting' moment for me.is it? for me, this is consider as part of my part3 cases (insyaallah..kalo pass) mmm let the story begins...
1650hours - dated today, my clerk-of-work called me regarding the problem accurring at site. the piling contractor was hit the tnb 4" cable at 12.5m depth underground while thier doing boring for bore holes. a minutes later, the main-con, mr.ling called me up saying that after thier short investigation, they found out the cable(s) was crossing the site on grid (15) - (i). so, the question is:
1) how come in first place there are tnb cable (life) supply in the middle of private property at 12.5m depth?
2) can we report this matter to tnb and consider to pay 25k on-the-spot fine and immidiate stop work order?
3) although is was not stated in kebenaran merancang to relocate any undergorund services, how the implication either to land owner or tnb?
4) if the project delayed, who is going to be responsible for LAD?

hah??jawap laa..:) hihihihihhi

revit?

2006-12-14T18:04:00.000+08:00

i've found out these new so called multi-tasking software is very interesting. i've tried one project and succesfull. very easy commands either structural or architectural input. the most advanced feature in revit is the 'auto-coordination' within normal architectural drawings ie, plans, elevations, schedules, slices of sectional drawings and many more..hmm..amazing and enjoy while doing it! few houndreds of pre-drawn on-line library. but, the hardware should go for the maximum! for my home use, i've put in 2gigs of rams, 300gigs hard drive, dual-core proccessors, and 512mb graphics adapter to my system..now, we can talk :) hahahaha!
thier linewights and surface material graphics setting-up was marvelous. no need any modification nor configurations. i've submitted a multi-units development to mbpj and the drawings has been completed within a week, from design stage to submission.see how amazing was it. yesterday, i've spoken to my boss to get another 2-3 machine with revit.mmm..biasalahh..when it comes to dollar and cents, everything is going to be chopped-off :( dapat satu pun jadi laaa...i see this new tools will be stepped over our normal autocad soon mmmm ..so, lucky me!

shiela majid

2006-07-17T12:20:00.000+08:00

last sunday i and my wife went for one of my collegue wedding at tmn jaya, pj. it's cool setting in 'floating' pavilion in middle of man-made lake. the green atmosphere, rounded tables, 'funky' costume and dress, bihun and satay, mmmm..it's ok for garden style wedding program. but, the longkang's smell..uhh..kurenng le..hahahaha..tp abis gak 3 pinggan bihun and a cup of abc :)... besides me and my wife, joe, fizul, hakim & hashim was there. lembing pun ada..ntah mana la dia kenal si aom ni...asal ada ongkawin je, muka dia ada hahahaha...but, i made a move a little bit earlier to pick my daughter at sg buloh..mmm..joe.. jentu baru nampak??!!!hahahahah...

scheme

2006-07-08T12:22:00.000+08:00

mmm...this is my 1st attemp to redesign a complete scheme for one off my client. a double storey terrace and expression of tropical language. a very limit freedom to 'overhaul' everything. costly lah..mahal laa..itu laa..ish..but i deeply respect this client because of my complete stage fees!!

mistakes

2006-07-08T12:13:00.000+08:00

i've done a very stupid mistakes at work. &^$^()^%^$$ !!! ish..how come i overlook at it?? i've done lot of projects before with very minimal mistakes and miscoordinations. oh god!! hemmm...but i think i've learnt something from this. mmmm not too trust people who i work with. sometimes, we have to defend ourselfs with people's words and try to revert back all their stupid mistakes to them! i promise with all my guts i'll #$%& them to hell!!..
kesian satu hal..tak sampai hati pun satu hal...mmmmmm..ntahle..

arpil

2006-04-03T13:48:00.000+08:00

april. what inside april? hemm..yesterday at 8am we went to hartamas for bakasa charity sale. wati bought a handbag.it's quite nice..yellow and striking fabric. and a bunch of dhiya's books. then we went for bowling games at flamingo bowling club..aku kalah teruk le :) but, my wife hehehe victory!! terel gak minah ni...in the afternoon, mmmm...terpaksa tukar tayar kete..because on next friday we'll have trip to kampung. isk..isk.iskk have to sacrifice my 1k only for this stupid 215/40/r17 wheels!! what to do...after that we went to kuala kubu baru for AD, my wife's younger brother registration at SHABAS bhd. until 11.30 baru sampai umah. mmmm..if can, i want my car to be something like this..

17"

2006-03-20T13:58:00.000+08:00

this is my dream car!!!
yesterday was my lucky day. i've got my desired wheels for my car. :) this is my dreams to stick a 17 inch with 215/40 for my ride. hence it was 2nd hand from my father, i truely expressed my happiness and thankfullness for getting it. quickly, i and angah go to our favorite car tuner hahaha wak joe workshop! borrowing his car-lifter, and few other dismantle equipments we start rolling the bolt and nuts. but, 1 no of these stupid nut was drown me to crazy. we tried so hard to push, pull and everything we can do but it still stick there. suddenly our wak joe have to weld and stroke it with hammer. and finally, after 4 hours struggling ...alhamdullilahh..my wheel's there!!seronok giler!!but, i've ask nizam for the tyre price..gulp!! rm275 per piece..hahahaha padan muka aku..bulan depan le jawabnya nak tukar tayar..

march 15

2006-03-15T11:30:00.000+08:00

last friday, 10th of march was my daughter's 1st birthday. it was so amazing when all my 'closed circular' representative joining my small party. alhamdulillah..it's a year since my first time saw her struggling 'out' from her mother. papa loves you dhiya zulaikha!
talk about birthday, i still remember my 28th birthday on 22nd may celebration at tanjung bidara, melaka. that was my final bachelor birthday before my marriage. that night, we're singing, chating, playing until late. but,

thanks blog!

2006-03-08T14:00:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikom..
this is my first attemp writing about myself in public. the main reason is that to try and speek freedomly in whatever things. i will try educate myself and try to realize what is reallity of life. why we here? and what can i do to improve myself and family. so, if someone read this please comment intelligently and supportive.thanks.

::duku::